Today was one of my weak days. Where I feel tired and sick, my cheeks are flushed and hot even though i feel so cold. I feel so exhusted and sick. My stomach is threatening to revolt. I hate how much I eat. Everytime I eat I feel neausous. Tomarrow, I get to go to the doctor and get a lecture on how overweight I am (the "healthy" weight for my height is 117. I'm 20 pounds over), my smoking habits, and the side-effects of the shot I need. I almost looking forward to it.