every night, for the past week, I've dreamt of my ex. I just want it to stop.

My life. Pretty much.

Killer Moth

I sent this to Chris because he has a deathly fear of moths haha

Chris :)

We met in early May. Not that long ago. But I feel like no one has ever known me better than he does. We met in a strange way that had some strange circumstances. Darby had remembered Mike from a summer ago, Mike and Cheyenne had broken up (only for a month), Darby wanted to go on a double date and Mike had a cute friend named Chris. Darby asked me to go with. That's how we met. We texted for a few weeks before we met face to face but I already liked him. He was different. Respectful, mature, honest and sweet. Totally different from guys my age. Our 3 year age difference isn't bad. We can be silly together. Get into the most ridiculous play fights, build forts, watch anime and make up bad band names. But we can also have intelligent conversations about history and politics and books. We have sex but it's not like our relationship would fall apart without it. We're okay just talking, cuddling and being together. We have common interests. We like the same stuff. And I swear he teaches me something new everytime we're together. He's pretty much the most incredible person I've ever met. And I could go on forever about all the reasons I love him and all the amazing memories we've made together in the past five months.

iwrestledabearonce - smells like kevin bacon <3 look it up. it's incredible.

Been awhile

It's been a very long while since I've blogged. It's pretty incredible how much a person can change in a year. I feel so old when I read old blog posts. But I feel better. I am a much happier person than I was a year ago. I could thank my boyfriend, Chris. But I'll thank myself instead. I mean, Chris makes me amazingly happy but I've made myself happy too.